Saturday, April 7, 2012


Today's Quote:

"Better bend than break."

~~Scottish Proverb

I've had my fair share of bending. When I was in this relationship I am now with Andy, he thought I was young and needed some molding. I cherished his words because he was and is a very successful man. However, I changed to the point where I would not change what I had already liked about me. I told him I can't change anymore without losing myself....And I meant it.

I told him he either had to accept me for the way I am, or let me move on to someone that can accept me for the way I am. He accepted me for who I am. I think he realized he was trying to change me because I reminded him of him...Oh well, right?

Hey Everyone!

Today I went with a friend and her daughter to some kind of egg hunting place. The daughter changed her mind and decided not to do any egg hunting at all. So we went to go see the movie Mirror, Mirror. I must say it was a cute flick.

With all my anxiety over the past few days, I haven't gotten much sleep so when I got home, I took a 3 hour nap. I'm ready to sleep again but had to get my day 46 in. I really want to do a video blog, but had to charge my camcorder. Maybe tomorrow I'll do better.

I have an oops moment. Without realizing it, I had some popcorn...It's amazing what the movies can possess you to do. LOL

This is another post where I will just post links...Sorry. Just being lazy.

See you on day 47...Easter Sunday...

Friday, April 6, 2012


Today's Quote:

"To know the road ahead, ask those coming back."

~~Chinese Proverb

Wednesday, April 4, 2012


Today's Quote:

"Rest is the guardian of health."

~~Melba Colgrove


Monday, April 2, 2012


Today's Quote:

"To know all things is not permitted."


I guess it means as humans, we are not perfect and it's okay. To know what's going to happen tomorrow beats the surprise. IMO. What's your take?

Hey Everyone!

So today was a good day. I was tempted, but I steered away from junk food. I'm a good little girl. LOL. ^__^

Anyway, I've been feeling a bit overwhelmed lately. I've been looking to see what jobs are out there. There is never anything close by. I need something close by because my car (as much as I love it) is getting older, and it would just be a great idea to get a job closer to home.

So, I'm thinking about going into the nursing program at the local vocational center. It starts in August.

The only think I'm worried about is I've been to vocational school before. If I go back yet again, this will be my fourth time attending.

I want to be guaranteed I will get myself a job.

Every time I graduated from there, I was told I needed experience....What does that mean? Why can't I get hired? Why am I the professional student but not the worker? It doesn't make any sense.

I'm hoping and praying I'll find something and soon. If not, then hello nursing!!!!

The problem is I feel under pressure to find a job...Even though I don't need one right now. My main priority is homeschooling my son, but pretty soon those bills for student loans I took out is going to come in and then what??? I'm screwed or so to speak. LOL

I will keep you posted on that.

Other than that, life is going great!!!! :)

See you all on day 42

Sunday, April 1, 2012


Sunday, April 01, 2012

Today’s Quote:

“The world is divided into people who do things and people who get credit. Try, if you can, to belong to the first class. There’s far less competition.”

~~Dwight Morrow

A Little Thanks

Though you’re far away
I can see you everyday
Thanks to the electronic wonder

When in doubt
Scream & shout
For help

I ask what should be done
Should I stay or run
And think of your choice

When confused
Lines reused
I must be reminded

Like a child
When I grow wild
Repetition is nearby

When in doubt
Twist & shout
For home

In the end
Thanks to a friend
I’m pulled back from the cliff

When in doubt
Let it out
Let go

Start to dance
Take a chance
Sing your lungs out

Written by ©Diana Jillian 4/1/12

Poem, QOTD,