Tuesday, January 1, 2013

I'm on a Highway to...






Hey Everyone!

I was thinking about taking a road trip.  It's been a year (give or take) since I've been able to go anywhere.  Last February was the last time I went anywhere road trip wise.  That was when my other half got sick and I was grounded to taxi duty.
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Not that it's a bad thing, I am just more of a free spirit.  I don't like to be grounded.  So instead of taking an actual road trip.  How about I give you a tour of a different road trip.  One that's a trip of my mind and memories.
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I am like that girl on the bridge:  Alone with her cluttered memories.  Memories that no one else cares about. It's only me and my weird ways.
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So, I will find myself a chimney sweeper and maybe, just maybe, he will sweep all these unwanted memories away.
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First memory I want erased:  My obsession with trying to find a friend to hang out with.
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All my life I've never had a sister and I always wanted a friend...A best friend. One I can hang with and tell and share secrets with.  We would be like sisters.  35 years have come and gone and I still don't have someone like that.
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I've learned to live in solitude.  At first it was lonely but I am becoming okay with it.  I thought writing this wouldn't bother me but it does.  So Chimney Sweeper!  Do your job!!!  Erase my feelings of loneliness and this crazy need for wanting the perfect best friend.  The only way I'll have one is to clone myself.
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Which is what brings me to write down my New Years resolution that is number 9 on my list.  I wish to learn how to detach.
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I post something and I become all OCD over it.  This is how I am though. Whether a simple post or hanging with someone.  The OCD kicks in and I have to attach myself like a barnacle to a ship.  Yeah, that's going to stop. I will learn to detach.  Everything and everyone learns how to let go. I keep holding on to hope or something that's never going to happen.
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"I am above the weakness of seeking to establish a sequence of cause and effect, between the disaster and the atrocity."
~~Edgar Allan Poe
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I never thought I'd find a nice quote coming from that man LOL.

When I discover more on my road trip inside my mind, I will keep you informed.  I try not to make my blogs  very long as I do not wish to bore anyone.

Until Next Time...


DJ














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6 comments:

  1. I tend to the opposite on posts. Once it is there, I leave it to stand or fall on its own.

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    1. I'm trying my best to do so. This year will definitely be a challenge :)

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  2. I empathize with your feelings of lonliness for i also have difficulties in the ability to find a friend to relate to. Sometimes one's destiny is that of solitude, which may not be a bad thing as there have been some very great writers that lived their lives in solitude and alone. 8 points Earthling! :)
    Marvin
    Oh and Happy new Year!

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    1. Thanks Marvin and Happy New Year to you also :)

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  3. Happy New Year - I hope you find the road rolling bye some this year.

    TM

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  4. Powerfully wise and I enjoyed, Happy New Year :)

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