Anxiety

Hey Everyone!!!

I hope you like the drawing I made...Anxiety can be really something, huh?  That's what it looks like to me.  Anyway.  I've been editing and working on the last part of my book, but took some time to write a little something...Here it goes:

ANXIETY

Written by ©Diana Jillian 5/19/12

Oh how I wish you

Would stop running me ragged

You confuse and upset me

Twist and turn me

Make me jumpy

Lose my balance

I can't think

I can't breathe

Can barely sleep

When you're around

I wish you gone

Take your spells and leave

Take the negative with you as well

Let me be calm

Let me be in peace

That's all I ask

5/17/12 written by ©Diana Jillian

Poem, No Rhyme, Picture, 

In Sepia

Hey Everyone!
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I know it's been a while since I last wrote anything...I've been so busy editing...And taking care of the family. So much has been going on since I've last written. I've decided I'm not going to let someone who is angry at me chase me away from where I want to be. I just don't have to tolerate it. I can be civil, but I will never feel that trust again.
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Anyway, we are now in hurricane season, so I bet you can imagine the ups and downs of living in SW Florida this time of year. The past few days here was....hmmm, how do I explain it???

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I'll just let you know in a poem:
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I was in NY, July 2001 and took a picture of the ESB tower...I changed the color tone to coincide with the poem... .

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IN SEPIA

Written by ©Diana Jillian 5/16/12

Today I awake in sepia views
Undertones of brown yellow-orange hues

I love to play around with this kind of tone
But waking up to it makes me feel so alone

Sun, the sun, supposed to play a major role
Florida sun makes me happy not down in a hole

I'm glad when you descend and moon is here
I'm sad when you arrive and no where near

For today was sepia, a warm tricky tone
It is sunny and cloudy with rain time unknown

And so today I awake in a sepia view
A bleak dreary day dipped in unwanted hue

Written, Wednesday, 5/16/12

Poem, Picture,

Full Moon

 Taken 5/5/12

Published 5/6/12





Hey Everyone!!! Here are some pics from last night's full moon. I took them roughly around 8:30 EST and I took them with my camcorder. I was going to make a video, but decided some still shots will do. I hope you like them...I like the glow around the moon the best...

 

Blog, Picture, Random, 

Children

CHILDREN

Written by ©Diana Jillian circa 1998

Children of today learn of what
Parents teach for tomorrow.
The eyes of a child look to their
Parents for guidance, and wisdom.
Children do what you teach them to do.
They are so inspired by the things you say and do.
So watch what you say and do.
Children will always follow in the
Footsteps of the beholder....

Poem, No Rhyme, Prose,

Reality Fantasy

Today's Quote:

"We give thanks for unknown blessings already on their way."

~~Sacred Ritual Chant

REALITY FANTASY

Written by ©Diana Jillian

I am frozen; almost as if
I was trapped in time.
I stand alone,
And stuck in this one moment
In that one moment,
You come up to me
And take me by the hand.
You show me places
I've never been;
Places I've never heard of.
The images are all so beautiful
As I take them in
The way you're taking me in
As you take me in your arms,
You whisper in my ear
That you love me

Your lips move from my ear,
All the way to the bottom of my neck
I can feel
Your heart pounding faster
As you carry me in your arms
I can feel your hard body
Flowing inside me,
Letting my thoughts
Melt into evaporated puddles.
The sky's the limit as
I feel the euphoria rush over me.
Every breath I take is
Another reminder of how
Your love for me is strong.
Two souls intertwined
And stuck in that moment
That moment has ended,
And I give myself a mental shake.
I suddenly remember where I am,
And what I am doing.

I was trying to imagine
A better world for myself
I couldn't help but to imagine you.
One cannot control
Who they fantasize about
I couldn't help it because
Your melody was calling to me.
Your words were playing
On my heart strings like a violin
The heart wants what the heart desires,
And this heart wants you
Now, I'm back in reality,
And I know that I cannot have you.
I will never have you.
I know this now.

I am now in the world of death,
While you're still living
In your dream world.
The world amongst the living.
We weren't meant to be
Soul mates this lifetime.
There will always be
Another time, or maybe,
There won't be anytime.
Life is real and dreams...
Well, dreams,
They tend to fade.


































Prose, No Rhyme, Poem, QOTD,