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I found this quote while internet surfing...I'm always surfing LOL.

I feel like I can relate on so many levels.  I always feel like I dabble here and there.  I can't draw yet I made a drawing of a girl chilling to music....Slowly and soundly falling asleep to it....

I haven't done much of writing though I may take this opportunity to do so now while it's quiet...Have a great night. :)

Where Faith Dies, There is Always Hope

Where Faith Dies, There is Always Hope

Written by ©Diana Jillian 1/20/13

Where faith dies, there is always hope

I remember as my vocals sing with pride

There's got to be something better than this

I understand there's no such thing as a free ride

But in humanity, it grows harder all the time

We all want to be a part of the common good

But times grow tough and we feel competition

Looking at lack of supplies, demands, and food

We'll play guitar and sing of the wrongs of life

And preach to others of what's right and wrong

Instead of focusing on our own demons to face

The pretender of all seeking to words of a song

And I ask myself if this is a life I enjoy to live?

We fight like we're hanging on the end of a rope?

But it's only this way if you feel it's this way

Where faith dies, there is always hope

DJ

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I Love Rock N' Roll

Hey Everyone!

I was trying to get ahead of the game by posting on time, but with my chaotic life, you just never know when I'll post or when I'll stop by to read your posts....I do apologize for that but I do come around to your posts...I swear I do. ^_^

(Source:  blog.lettersandlight.org)

When I was a kid, we used to sing and dance just for fun.  One of the songs we used to sing was the Joan Jett song:  I Love Rock N' Roll.  Yeah we were crazy...By the time I was a teen, I was all about Pearl Jam though.  Hey, I didn't stumble upon Soundgarden until I was 16 now....

(Source:  Spin.com)

We used to sing Jeremy as we crossed the railroad tracks (or as I call them, train tracks), to cut through the cemetery and hang out at the bowling alley.  Those sure were some good times I recall.  You can never go back....You can reminisce but I try not to.

(Railroad in Hewlett NY, where I grew up! Source: Subwaynut.com)

Life is a lot like dressing up for winter.  You bundle yourself up to make sure you don't get cold.  But no matter how many times you make sure you're nice and warm, either  you can't move because you look like Stay Puft (that's the spelling I got from online...Not sure how to spell that one.) Marshmallow Man, or the wind is whipping through you, causing you to turn into a human icicle.

(Source: villains.wikia.com)

Eventually as the weather grows warmer, you find yourself peeling back more layers of clothing.  It's a whole new world out there.  That's how every day should be....Treated like a new day.

Sorry this wasn't a very long blog but...You like the pics, right???


Until next time...

DJ





































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Finding Me

Finding Me

Written by ©Diana Jillian

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

The urge for me to cry is close and near
Only to be covered by a blanket of dead
And silent laughter is your only friend
Or fiend as voices ring inside my head

Do you ever get to see the real me?
All the masks in place for you to see

Can you find it?

Find the light
In darkest night
Hide dispersion
Create diversion

The urge for me to cry is dead and gone
Numbness arrived and sent it searing
Silence and laughter fail to disentangle
Do you believe in the words you’re hearing?

And I’ll crawl down to my world
Protection from the outer pain
And I’ll hide until light ascends
Until I no longer feel the shame

Can you find it?

Can you find the real me?



~~DJ

































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Flipped Upside Down

Hey Everyone!

This is a strange post.  Not the blog topic. I mean my post is going to be a strange one at best.  You see, I want to start making videos again and once you create a URL on YouTube you can't change it.  I wasn't sure how this was going to work out if any but I do know I want to start making videos again.

I backed away from the whole blogging/video world because I noticed that others were copying off of me.  That was back when I was little more insecure about getting out there. It's to be expected either way when you're in the public eye of any sort.  But that was yesterday and this is today.

I'm joking about the yesterday bit of course. I have sarcasm that runs through my veins like there is no tomorrow. Some think I'm actually gullible but I'm not. When I say things like, "Oh, really," it's not because I believe you in any way.  It's because I know you're lying. Now I wonder if they know they're lying. *shrugs*  I guess we'll never know.

I am weak. But not really.  Like cherry blossoms that still blossom in winter, I am stronger than I give myself credit for.  To err is human...Everyone makes mistakes.  I make lots but only when I think I'm venturing out on something bigger.  The only problem is in order to venture out onto something bigger, I need to stay still.  That's something I'm learning to do at a slow pace.

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Though today was a lesson learned to me.  I wanted one of my resolutions to be less of being at a certain place and yet I'm finding myself there everyday.  The first few days I was telling myself it was to work out what needs to be worked out.  Today was supposed to be the once a week that I check in.  But it's a lonely place. No longer fun like it was before.

Image from:  www.polygon.com

No one interacts but there is supposed to be interaction of some sort.  It only applies if you belong to a clique.  Well, I don't want to belong to a clique.  I want to belong everywhere, not just one place and that is what I intend to do one way or another.



Last year I was in a clique and it became too much drama. So I ended that clique. Things will be different.

And just like that, I will leave you with this:

Batman:  Why is an orange like a bell?  
Robin:  Answer, because they both must be peeled.



Time stamp said words at 5:42

Oh, well played, Riddler.  Well played.  Though I don't get it LOL.

That is all for today. Thanks for stopping by :)

Until Next Time...

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