Up

It's not ideal for everyone
But it's right for someone like me
I can feel nothing
And enjoy being selfish for once
I can focus better
And sleep less
Don't try to wake me
Because I am not dreaming
I'm not ready to feel failed dreams
I'm not ready to cry
I'm not ready to break down
Or go back down again at all
I just want to be up
And forget it all
The lost me has been found
Let me be up
Because I like it there

Written by ©Diana Jillian 3/21/15





































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