"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.
~~Mark Twain
For many years, I was allowing myself to be the option. No one would contact me until they needed me most.
I had to dump those people.
If I didn't, there would be nothing left of me anymore.
I'd be nothing.
I wouldn't even be writing this.
My energy would have been so drained...I'll leave you to imagine the rest.
I was someone's chauffeur; I was their babysitter; I was even there when they didn't want to be "alone".
Yet,
I was alone.
No one cared about me when my husband got sick.
In fact, they all disappeared.
And they wanted to remain Facebook friends or something like that.
I've been resulted down to social media to them.
I was no longer a human being they met in person.
I was now just one of their buddies online.
Well, no thank you.
I've decided to let them play those games with someone else.
I had enough.
Well, that's the QOTD. I'm on to writing my blog...Later on...
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Friday, October 23, 2015
Monday, October 12, 2015
Night Echoes
The following link is for the EMPATH writes...
CLICK HERE TO BE DIRECTED TO THE LINKS PAGE TO READ THE OTHER CHAPTERS...
"I try to leave out the parts readers skip."
~~Elmore Leonard
"I don't believe in writer's block or waiting for inspiration. If you're a writer, you sit down and write."
~~Elmore Leonard.
Falling into the night echoes
Where my heart always goes
Then I realize and freeze
Feeling the forest breeze
I know the rain will stop soon
And show me the light of moon
But only when all of the pain
Becomes washed away by the rain
©Diana Jillian 10/12/15
I may continue that later on.....Who knows???
CLICK HERE TO BE DIRECTED TO THE LINKS PAGE TO READ THE OTHER CHAPTERS...
"I try to leave out the parts readers skip."
~~Elmore Leonard
"I don't believe in writer's block or waiting for inspiration. If you're a writer, you sit down and write."
~~Elmore Leonard.
Falling into the night echoes
Where my heart always goes
Then I realize and freeze
Feeling the forest breeze
I know the rain will stop soon
And show me the light of moon
But only when all of the pain
Becomes washed away by the rain
©Diana Jillian 10/12/15
I may continue that later on.....Who knows???
Sunday, October 4, 2015
It's Not You
All I can say is, "It's not you, it's me."
It just simply wasn't meant to be
As I look for sales of the loans I made
I only know there's no amount of glue
That could ever fix my heart from you
But I know to never be friendly again
I've waited, I've searched, I've wondered why
I would be given false hope, and a gray sky
Whatever it was you made me believe
Was only just a plan for you to deceive
You left me to feel pain, to sit and cry
And now I have to go and say, "Goodbye!"
For what other choice was I given?
All I can say is, "It's not you, it's me."
It just simply wasn't meant to be
As I'll never get close to others again
©Diana Jillian 10/4/15
It just simply wasn't meant to be
As I look for sales of the loans I made
I only know there's no amount of glue
That could ever fix my heart from you
But I know to never be friendly again
I've waited, I've searched, I've wondered why
I would be given false hope, and a gray sky
Whatever it was you made me believe
Was only just a plan for you to deceive
You left me to feel pain, to sit and cry
And now I have to go and say, "Goodbye!"
For what other choice was I given?
All I can say is, "It's not you, it's me."
It just simply wasn't meant to be
As I'll never get close to others again
©Diana Jillian 10/4/15
Friday, September 11, 2015
Monday, August 24, 2015
27.8
I was asked to post something of a ditty
But here is something a little bit........pity
And if you thought I would curse in my blog
Then surely you've been living in a hazy fog!
~~DJ
Dreams~~By Robert Herrick
Here we are all, by day; by night we're hurl'd
By dreams, each one into a several world
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Tears are the noble language of the eye."
~~Robert Herrick
STUCK WITH ALICE
Watch as she freely tries
So slowly how time flies
Rhyming the tick to tock
Trying to break the clock
And did you honestly think
Father Time would shrink?
I miss the days of my youth
The unknown innocent ways
When death had no phase
Simple; those were the days
But I lost the remote control
Along with my youthful soul
And instead we're all hurled
In a harsh and bullied world
Sometimes a break in reality
Is a good way to keep sanity
Every now and then...
Written by ©Diana Jillian 8/24/15
NOTE:
This is just a fictional write. I've never felt I had a youthful soul in any way. I was born a little old lady. This is just a write...No meaning.
That's all I got!!!
~~DJ
Poem, Ditty, QOTD, Picture,
But here is something a little bit........pity
And if you thought I would curse in my blog
Then surely you've been living in a hazy fog!
~~DJ
Dreams~~By Robert Herrick
Here we are all, by day; by night we're hurl'd
By dreams, each one into a several world
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Tears are the noble language of the eye."
~~Robert Herrick
| A Break in Reality by Xetobyte on Deviantart.com |
STUCK WITH ALICE
Watch as she freely tries
So slowly how time flies
Rhyming the tick to tock
Trying to break the clock
And did you honestly think
Father Time would shrink?
I miss the days of my youth
The unknown innocent ways
When death had no phase
Simple; those were the days
But I lost the remote control
Along with my youthful soul
And instead we're all hurled
In a harsh and bullied world
Sometimes a break in reality
Is a good way to keep sanity
Every now and then...
Written by ©Diana Jillian 8/24/15
NOTE:
This is just a fictional write. I've never felt I had a youthful soul in any way. I was born a little old lady. This is just a write...No meaning.
That's all I got!!!
~~DJ
Poem, Ditty, QOTD, Picture,
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