Yearning

Yearning is something that is not a foreign concept to me.

I always see others suffering from the "Grass is greener complex", but the truth is, I notice this because it's a habit of mine I can never get out of.

For a moment, I think I'm smart, unstoppable.

But then I let one person ruin my mind.

And I know why.

I already think lowly of myself.

So, when someone else says it, it kinda proves it true.

I am just blogging rather than posting a poem or a story.

Because I let it happen that way.

I am weak-minded.

"I am indeed amazed when I consider how weak my mind is and how prone to error."


And then I get discouraged, and as I get discouraged, THE MUSE I had, has gone into hiding.

There's nothing left but a hollow shell of what was once me.  She is gone...The spirit is gone.

~~DJ







































 Vocabulary, QOTD